for you, my love.

i've been honestly thinking of what to say to you, and i've been pondering and pacing around for what seems like weeks, planning and wondering if i should make this into some big extravagant thing or have our own little private setting. i wish i had more time, however, i feel like things will get busier for the both of us, so i think it's easier for me to tell you.

seven months ago, you've graced me with your presence. i couldn't believe just what a sight had beheld infront of me, tho, we were both so guarded but in our first few days together. to me, it felt like you had torn down such a guarded position so quick. it didn't take me long to realise my feelings for you, to fall in love with you. knowing how cocky i was, this was genuinely the first time i've felt nervous around someone. the first time i had to trace my steps and tiptoe around the next. i've loved, but i've never been so in love, so graciously enamoured by someone.

before you say 'but i didn't do anything'. but you did. you've changed the directory of what i envision love. the love i see in someone, i didn't know love could ingrain so deeply into the soul that i could feel so much for a person. i don't have to remind myself that you love me, because despite how busy you are, the way you look at me is enough to send me into a frenzy of feelings. i love you so much, and i know i've asked you what seems like dozens of times, but i'm serious this time. we've spent these months together, so will you spend forever with me? will you marry me?